He\u2019d never asked for much; he\u2019d never needed much.<\/p>\n
But he needed you.<\/p>\n
He\u2019d never asked for much; instead he was constantly giving.<\/p>\n
So why did you leave?<\/p>\n
He went out his way to help others. He didn\u2019t want, expect anything in return.<\/p>\n
He only wanted you.<\/p>\n
He changed lives, improved them. But no matter how many people he helped none of them could help overcome his one failure.<\/p>\n
His failure to help you.<\/p>\n
You don\u2019t blame him, no one blames him; he\u2019s not at fault. But that doesn\u2019t stop him from blaming himself.<\/p>\n
You want him to let go but deep down inside you know he won\u2019t. And as selfish as it is, this fact pleases you.<\/p>\n
You don\u2019t deserve his love but cling on to it anyway.<\/p>\n
He\u2019s constantly giving and giving. He doesn\u2019t expect much, he never has. Growing up in solitude taught him such. Yet he couldn\u2019t help but want more of you, his first true bond. You were, and still are, the focal point of his insatiable hunger for love, affection. And that hunger will never be truly satiated without you. You\u2019ve left him with an incomplete existence. This you know.<\/p>\n
A little bit of love goes a long way with him. Others understand that, but you learnt the hard way. A grin so genuine it\u2019s infectious; a heart so pure despite its past wounds; and a resolve so strong that it\u2019s heartbreaking. Heartbreaking only because of you, and how – as a result of your actions \u2013 you\u2019ve only served to strengthen his resolve to unjustifiable lengths.<\/p>\n
Well, not unjustifiable to him. Only to you.<\/p>\n
But to him you\u2019ll always be worth it. He won\u2019t give up. He won\u2019t admit failure a second time.<\/p>\n
Not for you.<\/p>\n
You and he both know that there\u2019s no need for concern. After all, it\u2019s inevitable.<\/p>\n
He\u2019s never asked for much. But even so, you\u2019d like to give him something.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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